40 Days of Lent: Day 9
1Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a member of the Jewish ruling council. 2He came to Jesus at night and said, “Rabbi, we know you are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the miraculous signs you are doing if God were not with him.”
3In reply Jesus declared, “I tell you the truth, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again.”
4″How can a man be born when he is old?” Nicodemus asked. “Surely he cannot enter a second time into his mother’s womb to be born!”
5Jesus answered, “I tell you the truth, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the Spirit. 6Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit. 7You should not be surprised at my saying, ‘You must be born again.’ 8The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.”
What was it, I must ask, that caused Nicodemus to take a chance with his reputation and status by daring to go by himself to visit with the itinerant rabbi, Jesus? What did Jesus have that Nicodemus wanted?
There was an authenticity about Jesus- Nicodemus said it was obvious that he was from God, with God. When Jesus said that this came from being born again, Nicodemus (as would anyone) misunderstood. Nicodemus knew of only one way of being born, while Jesus was telling him about another.
Many of us think we know what born again means, but I know how traditions and unexamined “truths” can get in the way of real understanding, so I wonder, too, if we don’t sometimes misunderstand that phrase as badly as Nicodemus did upon first hearing it?
In some churches it means saying a prayer, in others it comes from walking down the aisle in response to an emotional message by the preacher. In still others it means performing ancient rituals- baptism, cathecism, confirmation. The commonality of all those methods is that a person publicly declares Jesus to be “the way, the truth, and the life,” repent of his/her sin and, thus, become a child of God, and not only a child of human parentage.
That has always seemed too superficial to me..sorry. Birth is a traumatic process and I think really becoming a child of God- becoming real, becoming authentic- is a process. It’s a process of enlightenment- step by step, little steps, big steps, a journey that never ends. I often say that I have been born again and again and again; I am not the same follower of Jesus as I was that first day I believed. In fact, it is more like I am continually being born- I am always moving from belief to faith, from knowledge to understanding, from moments of happiness to longer periods of serenity.
And I do that by getting better- more sensitive- to that blowing wind Jesus referred to: the ruach of God. Ruach is God’s spirit, God’s breath, God’s wind. And we don’t know where we will be moved by it. It may be toward a sunset, or a lifetime of sacrificial work on behalf of others. It may be toward a special sermon (it’s possible!). More likely, it will be toward the eyes, the presence of one in whom we can see God’s presence already, or in deeper ways than we have so far perceived God’s presence in ourselves. It might even be in the love of a dog, the breath taking of a wildflower field, or the singing of children.
The point is we don’t know how that wind will blow or where it will come from, which makes every moment the most important one we have ever lived. Because this might be the moment when we become authentic, real, whole, complete, and born again, like Jesus.